The value of Life ~ Priceless

2010-10-21T15:33:00.003+08:00

Am at work,decided to have a short entry

Lil fat fat is celebrating her 4th bornday tomorrow..am so excited.

I dono, im simply an excited mum who would go all out for lil fat fat.

I want simply all the best for her...

Anyhoos, lil fat fat will jus b celebrating her 4th one with her classmates in sch...

and followed by doa selamat over at my abode this sunday wif simple kampong feast...

Has yet to decide wer to go dis Sat....will plan very last min...

Netty Allysha,

Ur the rays of my life...

Am counting down every minutes to be by ur side 24/7

Mummy jus want nuting but u being the best of health always...

2010-06-24T15:00:00.002+08:00

Yuhooo lovelies...
Im back - AGAIN...
LOL

My boss is not in...im having time all by my own...
heheheh
padahal keje lom abis tau..
besok dia balik...mampos aku
hahaha
but who cares...

Im in the mood to blog...
ehek...

Anyhooos...i MISS my MENSES for 2 MTHS as of now...
Well...im not putting too much hope as yet...
cos last mth i check its was NEGATIVE
so im not gonna check again dis mth...
im just afraid its gonna b NEGATIVE again..
haiz...

Sis say, i mite be stress with d current workload
and all the insufficient sleeps...
And mayb im putting so much weight lately...dats y menses tak regular this time
heheheh....
Hell damn..im putting so much weight sey
but den who cares (eventhou i really care after seeing my image ) ..IM HAPPY...happy with my life...syukur alhamdullilah!!!!!
Laki aku well fed aku k...hahahahaha
Everyday he gave me surprised...serius..tak joke nyer...

And aku rasa aku giler also..
kept looking at all my gfs kids..and i will laugh myself den kept saying they r cute...
but den, cannot blame me..they are so cute pe..
cannot resists...geram sungguh!!!!!!!

Children r anugerah Allah...
when ur unhappy, tgk muka diaorg yg selamba u will smile and laugh...
they just make ur day....

Imagining myself on a bed wif lots of babies...
oh my god..baby smells...their fats...
crazy lar aku nie..
LOL

I LOVE BABIES....SO DO LIL BABE...DIA NAK ADIK SGT-SGT...LOL

*pardon me on my broken english yah.Feeling nak speak broken-broken gituk lor*

2010-06-09T16:08:00.002+08:00

While all sales ppl is having their weekly meeting..here am i penning in my blog..

Been sick lately..bad flu & cough..
Geee..!!!!
Guess the sick season is back..WTF..hate it...
Cant take any medical leave or any annual leave at the moment..boss doesnt allow to..
Merepekkan..own leave takleh amek..craps!!!!
Am really hating the current work situation now..
My accts manager is giving me a hard time & now i noe y d 3 ex PA cum Accts Assistant resign....
Even my MD is listening to watever she says..u noe..OFFICE AFFAIRS...like WTF!!!
Damn..they are really testing my patience but den,tinking of wat im drawing every mth ends really makes me tink twice of tendering...
i just need the money for my own personal stuffs...
Damn...!!!!!
Dis is life...i just gotta bear with any slightest things tat i come across wif...dugaan..
Everyone is struggling to earn a proper living...and everyone has to face BAD BLACK SHEEPs in the office...

Lately, in my FB...
A sch mate of mine was being ridiculously rude...
Who do she tink she is...
U add me in FB..didnt even ask my current regards and u act as if like WTF!!!!
i delete her off in my fren list reason not bcoz im scared of her ..its jus dat..i dont need a pest in my life...she is just plain jealous....

u call me VAIN, PROUD or watsoever...
nie semua lumrah manusia..
ckp dgn aku, kalau ko ade status or $$, ko tak UP!!!
For me, if u have wat it takes, name it...BRANDED BAGS...BIG POST in a Co...CREDITS CARDS....Flaunt it..by all means..
but den...reminisce ur past bfore ko nak UP & KEREK NAK MAMPOS!!!
For me...i LOVE bags..yesss..i go by all means , scrimp and get my bags..but hey..i dont really wear or shall i say splurge on branded clothings..watch...
3 for $10 nyer baju pon aku pakai lar...
matters only how u carry the clothings & how u represent ur life & style...

Manager ke..engineer ke...its doesnt matter to me...
wat matter is, how much u draws is an issue for me...
ko pernah dgr admin asst draws $3000 per mth tak..?huh..dont b surprised ok...der is ...
So wat ur a secretary or PA...still ur drawing less den $1600 a mth...
WTF...its a laughing matter ok...

Credits cards???lagik 1 issue..ko tau tak credit card tu kes hutang...
WTF...
debit card lagik mulia k...
best still...cold hard cash babey...

watever its is..
rezeki dtg dari DIA...
as a human beings, as for me..keikhlasan perlu dlm kehidupan...
kesabaran jgk perlu...
not all gd things comes to u ASAP..definitely no..
we have to struggle all b4 we gain...

for me...i have wat i have now..syukur alhamdullilah
I only hope for 1...very hoping...Another addition in the family...
its been 4 yrs..its a long one...long awaiting...
its always an arguing issue for me n hub before....eventhou we have lil babe...
but i believe watever happen in life, der is a reason..
so meanwhile..im contented as of now

SYUKUR ALHAMDULLILAH...amin....

30th April 2010

2010-04-30T13:37:00.002+08:00

Penning my thoughts while im at work..heeh
Well..I have nuting to do
Managing Director & managers ar all out for appointment
So here,im here with only the sales admin staffs

How r u beautiful bloggers?
Hope u guys r doin good & pink of health.

As for me, been doing ok...
still a full time desk bound mum n part time house chores mum...hhahahah
been recently promoted as a P. A - Personal Assistant to my Managing Director...syukuran
but still im doing abit of accounts & hr here & der...
I dono if this promotion is doing me any good....
Its not easy being a P.A...its tougher den Secretary...u noe least secretary ade limits dia u noe...
U nid to be diligent, smart and face pace wic i tink i lack any of them....
So i dono y Boss wanna promote me to be his P.A ...
Stress load makin banyak bruder!!!!!
LOL
Less den a yr with them and I have made such a jump..
Nasib baik sini semua ok...
Takde mata merah....syukur..
Everyone here is like 1 family...
I like...

Lil one or shall i say Lil Biggy is getting taller n bigger
hahahahha...
i love her to bits u noe...
she is part time student n part time big eater...hahah
asyik makan jek keje dia
hahahahah
but well...most importantly, she is healthy...
Alhamdullilah..after drinking Intra, she is better...
Thank God

Anyhoos...its been long dat i didnt bring my Lil Biggy out for jalan2...
been really bz with stuffs yang tak perlu..hahahaha
gonna bring her out tomorrow and make her fully enjoyed...
My Lil Biggy happy and im happy too

Am trying to update more n load more pics here...insyallah....
Am trying to change my background too....
Taking care ppls....

Im back

2009-12-04T13:05:00.002+08:00

yah yah..
been neglecting my blog space...
im too lazy to update actually...

life was ok - ok situation...
i was sick..twice rush up to Alexandra Hosp...
test for pregnancy was twice negatives...
so at times i was wondering if the negative results was a blessing or dissapointment...
but i shall left it to FATE...

d tots of tendering has been playing in my mind...

but loads of commitment made me reluctantly stay...

firstly, its not family commitmet but mine - my personal commitments..
i have 3 hps bills to pay....my mom,mine n my nephew....wic a mth can couped up to $250....
*gulps*
i have my essentials need to buy...
i cant depends fully on my Hub...thou he can financially support me n lil babe,even im not working...

i love having d extra $$$ dat i earn n spend it on my stuffs n lil babe...
her clothes n shoes...i dont have to ask hub to buy all these thou he does gave me $$ for our own expenses...

and 2nd-ly
worst still d Co im working now sucks BIG TIME!!!!sucks environment!sucks paperwork!sucks ppl!sucks working scope with is so FAR DIFF wif wat i used to do....SUCKS DEADLINE...every week ade date line!!!!!keje ape sak nie...

and 3rd-ly...
i always blame myself for being TOO PAMPERED since young n not enuf being independent!!!!
y am i always getting all d attention n needs whenever i throw tantrums...even my hub does it too....
i simply hate my self!!!!hate d life dat i used to lead...
hate it!!!!

HELLO LOVELIES........

2009-08-17T13:23:00.002+08:00

PHEW....ITS BEEN AGES HUH SINCE I BLOG...*SMILE*

IM NOT NEGLECTING MY BLOGSPOT, ITS JUST DAT IM MORE ACTIVELY IN FACEBOOK...

AND ALSO....LIFE IS PRETTY MUCH THE SAME FOR ME - WORK -> HOME -> FAMILY
NO MORE HANGING AROUND WITH GIRLFRIENDS ..NO MORE SMOKING AND CHILLING SESSION -NO MORE CLUBS WHICH I USED TOO - DEFINITELY LESSSEN...

MAYBE AGE IS CATCHING UP..AND MATURITY STRIKE ME...MAKING ME D KIND OF MOM WHO RATHER SPENDS MORE TIME WITH LIL BABE...WHO IS NO MORE LITTLE...HAHAHHAA

ANYWAY,BE UPDATING LESSER HERE...BUT STILL DER WILL BE UPDATES ON MY WELL-BEING....

OH YAH, I SIMPLY CANT WAIT FOR 31ST OCTOBER TO COME FAST...*GIGGLES*....70% HAD COMPLETED...ALHAMDULLILAH...

2009-06-07T13:34:00.002+08:00

such a fine sunday..nice weather to lay on d bed....

as much as most of u noe, i have lost 10kg in a mth...imagine how much n drastically i have lost...

i myself was shocked to see dat i lost so much..thou so much frens including hub says dat i lost weight....i actually noe dat i lose SOME weight but didnt expect to lose so much....

so d visit to d doctor for regular checkup...Doc, himself..finally CONFIRMED dat i am losing weight...10KG...IN A MONTH...wow...

am i suppose to be happy or sad...?BOTH i guess...

happy cos i lost weight and guess wat, i can wear my old Levis jean..d one dat i wore before i get married & even get preggie..classic gituk lor..

but im sad too...*haiz*

u noe, losing weight makes me even more weaker n i felt so light when walking..

i cant smell any funny odour and i will get nauseous..mcm org preggie gituk...

watever it is..im recuperating...

2009-05-30T05:59:00.005+08:00

i have so much to blog but yet lil time to sit to blog..

will be back for more entries...soon...but do give me time cos i rarely have time for myself too...

meanwhile a short one from me...

foremost, a big thank u for those lovelies who had ask abt lil babe well being...shez getting better now..syukur...

thou the pumping of oxygen n smell of hospital really dreading her...

shez now with the chatty n hyper active antics dats at times was unbearable...

Thanks to gd frens for all the supports n calls...

as for myself...health is detoriatings...im losing weight..eventhou i cant fit into size 25 as yet...(guess d only time my waistline is 25 when im in my secondary times) ...hee...

bestie was shock dat i lost so much weight....she even sms me after she went back home n ask if im doin fine..thanks B...heart u

ppls ard me even hub says im losing weights...wic he tinks dis time, he can really sees the weakness in me....the losing of weight...

been having red liquidfied in my bowels for weeks...i hav yet to see doc...jus too scare...

prolly it d weather, heatness...but dis prolong for mths...guess it better to visit the doc...

sch holidays has started n guess wat...no rest for me as im stuck with a tutoring class wic i cld earn extra bucks in my pocket..

so much plans dat hav been planned far ahead n i simply cant wait....

i am so counting down for Oct...wic is like 5 mths more to go...

meanwhile, i really need to recuperate myself..enuf sleep..takes my 'till death do us part medicine' ...and more liquidified food...

to my bestie...

Juliana Khan,

how much i miss u is nvr a doubt...n how much we hav miss our time being bachelorette was so much MISSED!!!!

the wild nite life we had....was being so being missed by me...

thou we do party together now once a while, but it so uncomparable to those before single party life...

but thanks for being a friend...a bitch (oops..nice bitch of cos!!!!!!) in my life...

heart u babey....

2009-05-14T00:49:00.002+08:00

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HIATUS

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will be back